SGGS, I'm proud of you :)

Congratulations to the school to be listed one of the 20 Top Schools in Malaysia.

Congratulations once again.

"Once a Georgian, forever a Georgian" :)

Silly one

The girl fell in love with the boy. They were deeply in love. One day, the boy said something wrong that hurt the girl. She felt disappointed with the boy who she thought can take a good care of her (some girls are not independent enough to look over themselves -__-'). And, they broke up. The girl felt miserable and she thought of talking to someone hoping that it will make her feel better. So, she called her best male friend. They went out to the coffee shop, ordered hot chocolate and a slice of cheese cake. The girl told the other boy almost everything about her ex-boyfriend. She was devastated. She almost cry while telling her story. Luckily, her best male friend isn't a jerk. He listened to each of her words. Once the girl done telling him everything, he smiled. That warm smile made the girl felt much more better. Then the other boy gave the girl his wise words. The girl felt alive again! Days passed by and now, the girl and the other guy are together. Cliche?

The Ugly Truth

I know you were always there for me. During the ups and downs. But, I never make myself available for you especially when the sky is gray on your side. No, it's not me changing or what not this is just myself. I hate to say sorry even I know it's my fault. I hate to say thanks even after you did a lot to make me smile again. I don't care if we used to share silly stories together. Those were the days. I can't remember what I did that makes you feel that I understand you, feel your pain. I don't seem to know why I was being so stupid to always be by your side. What did I get in return? I don't care if you want to hate me because I never loved you. Your tiny little voice annoys me every time we talked. Your so-called cute attitudes make me wanna puke every time you're with me. Your face makes my heart burns.

You can say that the distance keeps us apart. Tell you what, throw your thought away because we are really falling apart. Don't waste your time to think of ways to keep us together back, it won't happen. You're deleted and I don't feel bad about it.

One out, one in

Hey friends! If you ever felt like the world is being so unfair to you, you're wrong. I thought such a way once but now I can see the beauty behind those not-very-good days that I've been going through lately. People come and go, yeah but remember you should appreciate those who never moved. These people are usually invisible. There's always reasons behind everything that happens. Perhaps, you're not happy now but hey! Don't worry too much, the day will come. It's just a matter of time. I had my hard times and now I'm having a very very very good moments with people around me and I'm very very very glad. Don't look back. What's done is done, the world doesn't just stop here. Move on darling, you have a big world to face. You'll meet a lot more of wonderful people in time to come. This is just experience. These are what I've learned.

Today, I went shopping! Bought shoes, jeans and my-favourite-thing. I had the most wonderful midnight conversation last night. Dreams do come true sometimes. Don't let your ego conquer yourself. Ego tu tak boleh bagi kenyang pun.

30 Seconds to Mars, please come to Malaysia. I'm having this thing people called sangap of you guys ;p

Zip zip zaaaaap!

Noticed something? Yeah, I've been posting all the emo blogs nowadays. Silly me :)

If I can sing well,

I will sing this to you :(

A B C

A - Available: still only for that someone. Bodoh
B - Best Friend: girl named Shazana Wazir
C - Crush: banyak
D - Dad's Name: Md Wazir Mohamed Daud
E - Easiest Person To Talk To: myself
F - Favorite Band: 30 Seconds to Mars
G - Gummy Bears Or Worms: Gummy Worms! :p
H - Hometown: Penang, Perak
I - Instrument: acoustic guitar <3
J - Job: barista -.-"
K - Kids: not now
L - Longest Car Ride: Penang to KL to Melaka to JB
M - Milk Flavor: strawberry
N - Number Of Siblings: first
O - One Wish: :)
P - Phobias: a few
Q - Favorite Quote: "for you I will"
R - Reason To Smile: a reply from him is enough
S - Song You Last Heard: Remembering Sunday, All Time Low
T - Time You Woke Up: 7 am
U - Unknown Fact About Me: pemarah
V - Vegetable: carrot!
W - Worst Habits: malas mandi
X - X-Rays You've Had: MRSM stuff
Y - Your Favorite Food: tosai
Z - Zodiac Sign: Capricorn

Why me?

Because people take me for granted.
Because a friend used to call me often but now, no more.
Because my friends are happy now and some have forgotten me.
Because a friend thinks that I don't have a heart just because I don't show my emotions.
Because I love that friend and will always try to be by her side no matter what.
Because I don't mind if that friend has forgotten me.
Because I'm happy for that friend.
Because he left me when I still love him, deeply.
Because I didn't show him how much I love him.
Because I was in love.
Because finally I've found that someone after almost three years.
Because he was the one who said "I love you" first.
Because he's hard to forget.
Because I love him too much.
Because I'm used to keep things to myself.
Because I get confused too often.
Because I care too much.
Because it sucks when he isn't around.
Because I'm scared.
Because no one knows what's inside me.
Because I'm strong enough to go through hard times all by myself.
Because I can only tell my feelings to that one person.
Because I'm not good enough for you :)

My first Mat Rempit experience

I had work from 9 pm to 3 am last night. Around 2, I was sweeping the shop then I saw a rabble of mat rempits in front of Tesco. They made Tesco as track. Since it was my first experience, so I was astounded a little. Lol. Grace said this is normal. And a few mintues later, I heard one of my cliques said "they got caught already!" Yes, I saw police cars and I was super excited to see the new Subaru police car. Haha. And of course there were a bunch of mat rempits. And here's the video

Thanks to Mr. I-don't-know-his-name-actually for the video :)

And after watching the free movie, all of us, Grace, Alex, Yee Lin, Amin and myself got back to our works. I was told that all these mat rempits will have to walk to the police station and yes, I saw them walking. It was like a parade man! Haha

I'm a barista and I can dangdut!

Niceee :D

This song makes me smile, widely :D

Here and there

I worked until 2 pm yesterday and whoot! I've got some friends visited me yesterday. Thanks, Ena, Mai and Aznil. After working Mai and Ena asked me out to Gurney so I went home and cleaned myself ding ding dong dong then Aznil came and picked me up to Gurney. Since I didn't had my lunch yet so Ena suggested the Hot and Roll paratha. It was nice and spicy. Haha. After eating, we headed to Red Box. All of us were singing macam gila. I was super exhausted but when it comes to singing fuh, semangat! Haha. We finished around 7 pm then we went to the near by food stall for dinner. I had Char Kuey Teow and air kelapa biji for dinner. After dinner, Aznil went home straight away while Ena, Mai and myself went to Green Lane McD to buy McFlury for my adik-adik. After that, went back to my house cause I wanted to take my things cause gonna spend the night at Ena's. After that we went back to Gurney cause Mai forgot to pay the parking fees. After Gurney, we went to Bertam to Mai's. She wanted to take her things too. After that, we went to Seven E, I wanted to buy prepaid reload ticket. Then suddenly Ena's mom called and said gate Recsam dah tutup so we changed the plan to just overnight at my house. Poor Mai had to drive here and there. She asked me to drive but I was super tired so I didn't, sorry babe! So, that's all. I had fun. After school life isn't that bad :)

Quick updates

So yeah, I've finished school and soon to be 18. Legal age baby! I just can't wait. After this I can watch 18 movies dengan senang hati. No need to worry about my height anymore -.-" I've started my driving class and I hate it. The process is like forever man! And I don't like my insturctor, somehow. At some points, I just feel like stopping this bloody driving class and continue driving illegally. But, I've paid so redah je! It's always bad to stop doing something half way. Thanks to some friends that now the world knows that I'm working, barista at Starbucks. Wanted to quit after working for a couple of days but I guess now I'm okay with everything. So, most probably gonna continue working until end of next month. That's all I guess. Off to work-

Happy Birthday, Mama ♥

I couldn't upload my mom's picture due to some error. Anyways, yeah today January 2nd is my mom's birthday. So,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAMA!

I LOVE YOU ♥