Why me?

Because people take me for granted.
Because a friend used to call me often but now, no more.
Because my friends are happy now and some have forgotten me.
Because a friend thinks that I don't have a heart just because I don't show my emotions.
Because I love that friend and will always try to be by her side no matter what.
Because I don't mind if that friend has forgotten me.
Because I'm happy for that friend.
Because he left me when I still love him, deeply.
Because I didn't show him how much I love him.
Because I was in love.
Because finally I've found that someone after almost three years.
Because he was the one who said "I love you" first.
Because he's hard to forget.
Because I love him too much.
Because I'm used to keep things to myself.
Because I get confused too often.
Because I care too much.
Because it sucks when he isn't around.
Because I'm scared.
Because no one knows what's inside me.
Because I'm strong enough to go through hard times all by myself.
Because I can only tell my feelings to that one person.
Because I'm not good enough for you :)

My first Mat Rempit experience

I had work from 9 pm to 3 am last night. Around 2, I was sweeping the shop then I saw a rabble of mat rempits in front of Tesco. They made Tesco as track. Since it was my first experience, so I was astounded a little. Lol. Grace said this is normal. And a few mintues later, I heard one of my cliques said "they got caught already!" Yes, I saw police cars and I was super excited to see the new Subaru police car. Haha. And of course there were a bunch of mat rempits. And here's the video

Thanks to Mr. I-don't-know-his-name-actually for the video :)

And after watching the free movie, all of us, Grace, Alex, Yee Lin, Amin and myself got back to our works. I was told that all these mat rempits will have to walk to the police station and yes, I saw them walking. It was like a parade man! Haha

I'm a barista and I can dangdut!

Niceee :D

This song makes me smile, widely :D

Here and there

I worked until 2 pm yesterday and whoot! I've got some friends visited me yesterday. Thanks, Ena, Mai and Aznil. After working Mai and Ena asked me out to Gurney so I went home and cleaned myself ding ding dong dong then Aznil came and picked me up to Gurney. Since I didn't had my lunch yet so Ena suggested the Hot and Roll paratha. It was nice and spicy. Haha. After eating, we headed to Red Box. All of us were singing macam gila. I was super exhausted but when it comes to singing fuh, semangat! Haha. We finished around 7 pm then we went to the near by food stall for dinner. I had Char Kuey Teow and air kelapa biji for dinner. After dinner, Aznil went home straight away while Ena, Mai and myself went to Green Lane McD to buy McFlury for my adik-adik. After that, went back to my house cause I wanted to take my things cause gonna spend the night at Ena's. After that we went back to Gurney cause Mai forgot to pay the parking fees. After Gurney, we went to Bertam to Mai's. She wanted to take her things too. After that, we went to Seven E, I wanted to buy prepaid reload ticket. Then suddenly Ena's mom called and said gate Recsam dah tutup so we changed the plan to just overnight at my house. Poor Mai had to drive here and there. She asked me to drive but I was super tired so I didn't, sorry babe! So, that's all. I had fun. After school life isn't that bad :)

Quick updates

So yeah, I've finished school and soon to be 18. Legal age baby! I just can't wait. After this I can watch 18 movies dengan senang hati. No need to worry about my height anymore -.-" I've started my driving class and I hate it. The process is like forever man! And I don't like my insturctor, somehow. At some points, I just feel like stopping this bloody driving class and continue driving illegally. But, I've paid so redah je! It's always bad to stop doing something half way. Thanks to some friends that now the world knows that I'm working, barista at Starbucks. Wanted to quit after working for a couple of days but I guess now I'm okay with everything. So, most probably gonna continue working until end of next month. That's all I guess. Off to work-

Happy Birthday, Mama ♥

I couldn't upload my mom's picture due to some error. Anyways, yeah today January 2nd is my mom's birthday. So,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAMA!

I LOVE YOU ♥