K I S M E T

hey, hello, hi! :D

i went out with my parents today (: okay, i was supposed to watch Ice Age 3 with him but i couldn't make it yesterday. i went to kedah then to perak. i ate lots lots lost and lots of rambutan. ohhhwiiee! well, i was a bit tak senang hati that i didn't get to watch movie with him though we went out a day before. i went tuition this morning as usual. on the way there, mama asked if i want to go for movie with her, abah and irah. i didn't want to join at first. after tuition, i went back and i got this weird feeling. i started to miss everyone and i got carried away until i've started to hate some people. oh silly me! i watched the red lipstick and it somehow gave me the courage to move on. life is a long journey and we shouldn't stop at a start. thanks movie! haha. after watching that movie, i felt a bit better and i really wanted to go out and have fun so, i told my mom that i've changed my mind and i want to join them for the movie. my mom understands that i always change my mind (: and i realised that in the end it's family that always be there for you. regardless for who you are or what you have done. so, love your family (:

after movie, we headed to Johnny's. mama has promised me to belanja. oh guess what?! i think something is wrong with me and i mean really really wrong. i didn't eat much just like how i used to. weird isn't it? and oh i really hate it when i see all the workers at Johnny's are not malaysian. where are all the malaysians? if they're in some field that is way way better than being a dining boy or dining girl, then why is this country still can't be in the same level as the US? and i was surprised that these foreign workers have good command of english compared to some of the malaysians. it's sad. and oh that just reminds me of the government is converting mathematics and science to BM back. i understand that it is the mother tongue but in the tertiary level, these kids will still have to learn in english. isn't this will be bring trouble to them? some people may have questioned how come the old timers can do well even though they learned in bm for their secondary level. they may be right but just looked on how the country has developed. how many students managed to score straight a's and compare it to those days. and still these students, most of them didn't get any place in even local universities. it's sad isn't it? i shall not proceed, but just take time and think about this.

shouldn't let it all out. i miss you