K I S M E T

yesterday was AWESOME. finally, i got myself a new hand phone. it's not a brand new hand phone, it's an old model but hell, i LOVE that phone very much(: though i wasn't in a good mood even after getting a new phone but still i could feel that my heart is jumping joyfully. THANKS ABAH, I LOVE YOU! and last night was really a big bang, amazingly amazing, fantastically fantastic and ridiculously ridiculous. it was 10.00 when i got a call from a friend of mine,

Q: na, nasi kandaq lein cheng jom?
N: sat sat tanya mak aku dulu (ma, Q ajak pi makan nasi kandaq leing cheng!)
M: pi la, later balik rumah sana teruih
N: babi, mak aku bagi ah tapi satgi hang kena hantaq aku balik sana
Q: cun ah setan, cakap kat mak hang aku sayang dia, nanti ada masa aku pi peluk cuim mak hang
N: blah ah hang, bagi aku siap lawa lawa dulu buleh ka?
Q: pergh! nak attract jantan ja tau

so i went uptairs, bukak almari (fuck, baju tu dok basah lagi!) *perah otak nak pakai baju apa. end up, i picked a black shirt and a white cardigant pull of with jeans. and i realised i looked ungodly sick! ah lantak, Q is on her way dah. and tuuuuuuup, Q called

Q: baruah, cepat ah
N: dok mai la ni puki

in the car, i put on my fave CD and i put the stereo on its maximum volume. ass shaker is the awesomest song ever! ahhh, i felt really really good. i sang my heart out and Q was staring at me and she said i looked terribly beautiful. fuck you very much Q! lepas penat melalak, sampai la kedai nasi kandaq. damn, packed gila! had to wait for empty table. and thank God, a family done eating and aku pun cepat cepat pi sep tempat. haha. i had nasi kandaq with kopi ais. both taste heaven. that's the reason why i fucking love penang; the food and the only-God-knows rude people living in this island(: while eating, then R, J, I and K came (ada jugak mamat mamat ni, ingat dah lama mampoih) so we lepak sekali. and it all started with J talking bout my black shirt.

J: na, baju mcm kenai
N: haa, baju I
J: i thought F has passed it back to I?
N: pukimak, dok camdek aku ka apa ni?

and everyone started to laugh when i did 'that' look. and suddenly, 'he' came into my mind and as usual Q will be the first to notice it. she cheered me up with her stupid jokes or more to the-mocking-shazana the love sick bitch jokes? but hell yeah, she managed to bring me back to the present. i'm glad that i can still laugh, i still have friend who always there for me, friends who never fail to keep me going. i have learned something that really made me think before punishing myself for a mistake and that is, we shouldn't take problems as problems but always as lessons to learn. the best way to improve ourselves for the better is learning from our own mistakes. and to look into the big world, people have to deal with craps, find me someone who isn't. then, i decided to not look back into the past and i have to be strong, stronger than ever.

it was almost 2 and Q got a call from his beloved boyfriend, she had to go. and that means, i have to go back with one of the guys. I said he can send me home, thanks for the ride I and thanks for the advices too. yeah, i will forget him. you're right, i'm not his type and he ain't mine too. friends, thank you so much and i'm forgetting him(: