THE something is behind THE nothing

A: Ey, go throw rubbish la
B: Come, let's go
A: Apa ni? Throw rubbish pun kena teman ka?
B: If you're not coming with me then how the hell am I going to throw THE rubbish?
A: Just throw yourself! Easy peasy.


The feminine part of me is surfacing. I'm a little bit more sensitive now. Bad thing?

I hope I'm right

I think
I've found
THAT someone :)

But, hell yeah it's too early isn't it?

Irreplaceable

Last night was another boring night. I got back from work and found out there were no one at home. Except, mak tok. I got myself cleaned, had dinner, watched TV and that's it. I'm not much of a TV person, so yeah couldn't stand watching TV for too long yaw! Weird much? Went up to my room, checked phone (as usual) there were 4 missed calls and 8 messages from the same person. And that got me mood swing. I was super annoyed and pissed off. Then, I called Fadd. It's been a while since the last time we talked on the phone.

Me: Haaaaa.............. (couldn't finished my haaaaaluuuuuu)
Fadd: Naaaaaaaaa! (screaming)
Me: What's your problem lah dey? Menjerit tak tentu hala.
Fadd: (laugh)
Me: How are you? I'm bored lah
Fadd: You think?
Both: Shiiiiiiiittttttttttt! (Be Without You was on air)
Fadd: Naa, I miss her (Maria).
Me: I miss him (the late Danial).
Fadd: Hey, are you okay?
Me: You know what, I think I'm getting weaker by days. I always feel I need someone to talk to, but there's no one. No one can replace him.
Fadd: Apa ni Naa? You have made it through over the past 2 years. And yeah, no one can replace him.
Me: Fadd, I rasa even if I dah married pun kan, there's still a piece of my heart with him in it.
Fadd: Not to sound gay, but I pun rasa macam tu. He was a good friend.
Me: Fadd, think I'm not in the mood sangat lah now. Nanti I call lain.

Danial, I'm sorry but I can't help myself. I miss you. I really really want to talk to you. There's a lot that I want to tell you. You've been such a wonderful friend to me. No, not just to me. But to all of our friends.

I went off to bed early last night with the hope that I could meet you in my dream :(

I hope he will read this

Please don't treat me like I'm your girlfriend. We're just friends and there's a limit to it. Stop thinking that I love you because I don't. Be thankful that I can still be your friend. Don't expect me to be the same girl that you've fooled once. Don't ask me why I'm not picking up your calls because obviously, I don't want to talk to you. Don't text me every single day, I hate to see your name appear on the screen of my phone. Please know the boundaries. Yes, I'm avoiding you and that's because, I'm scared if all my responses make you think that I'm giving you hope. I just want us to be friends and nothing more. Is it so hard to understand that I don't love you anymore. I've made it clear, I've said it to you. I've said it clearly. What else do you want from me. Stop showing that you care about me so much because it annoys me. Just stop doing everything you're doing now.

W380i

Flip open the phone, go to Contacts. Scroll down and stop at contact list #99. Spend few minutes staring at the phone screen. Then, flip close the phone back because it may not be the right time.

I'm boredddddddd -___-

Fuck, this is cute

The only time she knows is when she is asleep.

Girl: Babe I dont think I can sleep.
Boy: Why baby?
Girl: I don't know. I need your boring voice to put me to sleep. Wanna tell me a story? Hehehe.
Boy: Hahah, you're lucky that you're cute. How about I read you Dear John.
Girl: Sounds perfect. - Boy reads Dear John- - 15 minutes later-
Girl: *snores*
Boy: Babe?
Girl: *snores*
Boy: Hahah, you always knock out within 15 minutes. Your snores are cute. Babe, I really love you. I really do. Sometimes I might show that I dont give a f***. But I do. I never want to lose you. I know it's cheesy, but this is how I feel. This is REAL. I know I'm not the best thing out there, but I'm trying to be one of your best ever. Thank you babe, thank you for choosing a messed up guy like me to be your boyfriend. Thank you for being mine. I honestly can't see myself with anyone else but you babe. I know I say I love you too many times, but each time I say it, my feeling grows more & more for you. Thanks for listening babe. I'll still be on the phone if you need anything. Goodnight babe & sweet dreams. I won't let the bed bugs bite you.

cute cute cute cute :)

One Day

I miss the 'ketat' moment with Colin and Terence.