Cool!

You're better than the best

"Okay now, I want you to smile"
"Snap picture of you smiling then send it to me"

I miss you lah! :/

Sincerity vs. sympathy

Last night, someone called me, we talked. He managed to calm me down for a minute and half. Thanks. I used to love him, I used to hate him too. No, still hating him until this very day. Sometimes he made me feel like I'm very special to him and I don't like it that way. I don't want to be good to him because I feel sorry for him. I hate to do or to feel something because of sympathy. Sincerity comes first. When you want to adopt a child for instance, adopt him because you like him, you love him and you want to really look after him. Don't adopt him because you feel sorry to see him living without a family.

Be sincere.

Why can't people see that I have a heart too?

"Being 18 doesn't mean you're big enough. If you still can't do something for the family then don't be proud of being 18!"

I know I'm 18 and still act like a kid. I'm sorry for that. I can't just change from a little girl to a wise young lady in just a blink of an eye. I need time, there's a lot more I need to know and need to learn. I know I need to do something for the family. No, there's a lot that I need to do for the family. I just need time to figure out ways to give those help. I know exactly what's going on with everyone, I know!

What if I tell you that I care for the family. After all this while I just keep quiet because I'm thinking of ways to help out. But wait, why should I even bother to tell you because I know all you are going to say is "I'll try to believe you". Or maybe I should just make it more obvious that I am actually worried to see what everyone else is seeing. I should let you see my tears every night. I'm trying to not make it obvious that I'm worried because I know you'll be more worried, I know you love me. Why can't you understand that?

:(

Just like others,

My patience has it's limit, too!

ps: I think I'll be having my period very very soon

Couldn't ask for more

I have the world's greatest parents; Mr. and Mrs. Wazir
I have the world's greatest soulmate; Elina Suhaili
I have the world's greatest best friends; Keyla, Mai, Aznil, Imran
and not to forget
I have the world's greatest boyfriend; ♥

ps: life's fair

Bersyukur

Alhamdulillah.
Congratulations to others! :)